Duniaku Duniaku

Duniaku dunia tanpa sempadan. Di sini imaginasi, idea, angan-angan, impian, dan fantasi semuanya bebas. Peri-peri? Kuda unicorn? Ya, semuanya ada di DUNIAKU.



Maybe someday, babe. InsyaAllah.

The mouth is shut,
And the hands are tied,
Can't talk to you as I shun,
Can't chat with you 'coz I've tried.

I'm confused, so I hide,
'Coz I'm done giving you my best,
But you never did realise,
As you keep treating me like a pest.

Maybe God is saving me someone else,
Maybe I did deserve the best,
So you can keep your heartbreaker boy and rest,
'Coz you'll be the secret that I laid to rest...


I had a lot of thoughts lately.

About my future. About my destiny. About life.

I always been thinking of what I wanna do in the future. Whether I will still do what I'm doing today, or I'll end up doing something else.

Well, I am the type of person who gets bored at things pretty fast. I might feel rapid excitement in every new things, but that will never last long. So, I need something to excite me all the way. Something that will let me express all of my ideas, visions and creativity. But I haven't found this 'something' yet. If only I could.

Maybe I should start doing something that I always dream of. Something that will constantly pumps up the adrenaline to every part of my body. Something that will gets my heart racing. Something that I love. Something called 'Dream'.

Ya Allah, please help me in realising my dream and in finding that 'something'. Aminn.


I wanna: "Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish" - Steve Jobs

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai

Tak mengapa bagiku, asal kau pun bahagia

Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu


~Sang Pencinta~

Ku cintai dia...tapi dia...*keluh*

Apa yang harus ku lakukan bila ku tak mampu mencinta?

Apa membenci?

Tidak.

Ku bersyukur atas wujudnya perasaan ini...syukur! Cukup bersyukur~


Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku

Tak mengapa bagiku, cintaimu pun adalah

Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku


~Sang Pencinta~


Tapi sampai bila ku harus begini?


Menunggu dan terus menunggu tanpa pasti.


Terus-terusan memendam rasa, terus-terusan menolak bahagia.


Ya, menolak bahagia yang nyata. *hampa*



Ku ingin kau tahu...diriku di sini menanti dirimu...
Meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku...
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya...


~Sang Pencinta~


Ya, aku masih lagi di sini. Menantimu.


Menanti cintamu menuju diriku.


Menanti dirimu mendambakanku.


Tapi berbaloikah tindakanku?


Berbaloikah cintaku?



Dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja...
Untuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya...
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja...


~Sang Pencinta~


Aku merasa diperlakukan seperti boneka.


Usahaku kau hadiahi dengan tawa.


Tindakanku bagaikan tiada harga.


Maaf, tapi aku harus pergi...tak sanggup lagi ku menahan hiba.


Tapi ku doakan kau sentiasa berbahagia.


Agar kau temui cinta yang kau damba.


Cinta yang akan menyatukan dua jiwa.


Cuma yang pasti, bukan aku orangya.


Jadi, biarkanku berlalu pergi. Benarkan aku mencari bahagia.


Dan cinta ini...biarkanlah ia tetap dihatiku saja.



~Di olah dari: Ungu - Cinta dalam hati~



Hidupku kosong tanpa cinta.
Jiwa merintih, hatiku hiba.
Tapi hadirnya cintaMu Ya Allah,
memberikanku segenap cahaya,
Hati ini terasa bahagia,
Diri ini kembali bernyawa.

Aku perlu mencari cinta Allah,
sebelum aku mencari cintamu.
Dan jika kau juga mencari cinta Allah,
inshaAllah nanti kita akan bertemu.

Aku mencintaiMu Ya Allah,
Cinta yang sebenar-benarnya sejati.
Temukanlah kami Ya Allah,
Dalam bumi cinta nan indah milikmu nanti.

“Search for your heart in three places:


When listening to the Qur’an and pondering upon it,

when you are in the circle of knowledge,
and when you are alone in private.


If you cannot find it in these places, then ask ALLAH (S.W.T.) to bless you with a heart, for indeed you do not have heart but a dead flesh.”


[Ibn Al-Qayyim Al Jawziyyah]


A solution to: Hati ini telah mati

Alhamdulillah~ :)


A long time ago, there was a huge apple tree. A little boy loved to come and play around it everyday. He climbed to the treetop, ate the apples, took a nap under the shadow…he loved the tree and the tree loved to play with him. Time went by…the little boy had grown up and he no longer played around the tree every day.

One day, the boy came back to the tree and he looked sad. “Come and play with me” the tree asked the boy. “I am no longer a kid, I do not play around trees any more” the boy replied.

“I want toys. I need money to buy them.” “Sorry, but I do not have money… but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money.” The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The boy never came back after he picked the apples. The tree was sad.

One day, the boy who now turned into a man returned and the tree was excited “Come and play with me” the tree said. “I do not have time to play. I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?” “ Sorry, but I do not have any house. But you can chop off my branches to build your house.” So the man cut all the branches of the tree and left happily. The tree was glad to see him happy but the man never came back since then. The tree was again lonely and sad.

One hot summer day, the man returned and the tree was delighted. “Come and play with me!” the tree said. “I am getting old. I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?” said the man. “Use my trunk to build your boat. You can sail far away and be happy.” So the man cut the tree trunk to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time.

Finally, the man returned after many years. “Sorry, my boy. But I do not have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you …” the tree said. “No problem, I do not have any teeth to bite” the man replied. “No more trunk for you to climb on” “I am too old for that now” the man said. “I really cannot give you anything… the only thing left is my dying roots” the tree said with tears. “I do not need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years” the man replied. “Good! Old tree roots are the best place to lean on and rest, Come, come sit down with me and rest.” The man sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears…

This is a story for everyone.The tree is like our parents. When we were young, we loved to play with our Mum and Dad…

When we grow up, we leave them…only come to them when we need something or when we are in trouble.

No matter what, parents will always be there and give everything they could just to make you happy.

You may think the boy is cruel to the tree, but that is how all of us treat our parents. We take them for granted we don’t appreciate all they do for us, UNTIL it’s too late. May Allah SWT forgive us of our shortcomings and may He Guide us insyaAllah.

“And your Lord has decreed that you worship none but Him. And that you be dutiful to your parents. If one of them or both of them attain old age in your life, say not to them a word of disrespect, nor shout at them but address them in terms of honour. And lower unto them the wing of submission and humility through mercy, and say: ‘My Lord! Bestow on them Your Mercy as they did bring me up when I was small.’ ” [Al-Qur’an 17:23-24]


♥ I Love My Parent

(Source: IslamicThinking.tumblr)

Kau keras umpama batu...

Tak termakan pujuk dan rayu...

Tak menangis di ketika sayu...

Tak berganjak walau kau perlu...


Apakah tiada lagi perasaan padamu?

Sehingga kau jadi kaku?

Sehingga lidahmu kelu?

Dan kau tolak segala perasaan dari membelenggu.


Bangkitlah wahai hati...

Selamilah nikmat perasaan cinta kurniaan Penciptamu...

Lembutkanlah dirimu dengan ayat-ayat Tuhanmu...

Moga kau mula bergetar...hangat akan kasih sayang...bahagia di sepanjang hidupmu.

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Menurut satu majlis ilmu, hati yang keras dan sukar menitiskan air mata adalah antara tanda kemurkaan Allah SWT ke atas diri seseorang itu, di mana nikmat kasih sayang dihapuskan daripada dirinya.


Imam Ahmad, at-Thobaraa-ni dan al-Baihaqi meriwayatkan satu hadith yang bersumber dari Abu Hurairah RA tentang seorang lelaki yang datang mengadu kepada Nabi Muhammad SAW tentang hatinya yang keras, lalu Nabi Muhammad SAW bersabda kepadanya:


إِنْ أَرَدْتَ تَلْيِيْنَ قَلْبَكَ فَأَطْعِمِ اْلِمسْكِيْنَ وَامْسَحْ رَأْسَ الْيَتِيْمِ


Maksudnya: Sekiranya kamu mahu melembutkan hatimu maka berilah makan kepada orang miskin dan gosoklah kepala anak yatim.


Dan antara ayat suci Al-Quran yang boleh dijadikan amalan untuk mengubati penyakit keras hati ini terkandung sebagaimana ayat ke-21 Surah Al-Hashr:


59:21

Maksudnya: Sekiranya Kami turunkan Al-Quran ini ke atas sebuah gunung, nescaya engkau melihat gunung itu khusyuk serta pecah belah kerana takut kepada Allah. Dan (ingatlah), misal-misal perbandingan ini Kami kemukakan kepada umat manusia, supaya mereka memikirkannya. (Al-Hashr, Ayat 21)


p.s.- Marilah kita sama-sama menghindari kemurkaan Allah SWT dan semoga kita semua sentiasa berada dalam payungan rahmat dan keredhaan yang Maha Esa. Aminn Ya Rabb.

So many things to say...
So many memories to rekindle...
So many feelings to show...
So many thoughts to reveal...
So many dreams to tell...

But yet, all remains here...
deep inside me...in the Pandora of mine.

Oh, a 'Lunatic Pandora' to be exact.

-And it feels like bursting to bits nowadays...so painful and messed up-

Oleh sebab diberi homework oleh Hanamichi Sensei, mari baca 25 fakta tentang saya *kalau tak berminat, sila klik butang merah bersimbol 'X' kat penjuru atas tu...haha*.

Baiklah...fakta2nya adalah seperti berikut:

  1. Suke makan ayam...ekeke...juga seafood, terutamanya sotong *sodap*
  2. Telinga sensitif yang amat sampai masa nak tidur kalau dengar bunyi air menitik sikit pun tak boleh...kronik kan? adesss ;p
  3. Binatang paling dibenci ialah semut. *serangga pun kira binatang kan? lantaklah...haha*
  4. Ada masalah terlalu consider akan perasaan orang lain *patutnya kena jadi kejam sikit...sesuaikan dengan kerjaya...muahaha*
  5. Pemalu...tapi kadang2 malu tak bertempat ;p
  6. Tak suka bila orang asyik cerita benda yang sama *lewah*
  7. Suka warna biru especially navy blue, juga hitam, ungu dan putih
  8. Sekarang ni dekat rumah dah tak ada bela kucing. Mak cakap kat lorong belakang dah ada banyak...wuwu (T__T)
  9. Dah terkena minyak pengasih 'FB'...so dah stuck kat situ je sekarang ni...hampeh~haha
  10. Suka main bola, tengok bola, main game bola, tapi tak suka minum Coca Cola~ :D
  11. Careless akan keselamatan tubuh badan...selalu terhantukkan kepala...hahaha
  12. Sekarang dalam misi mahu fit. Makan nasi sekali sehari. Malam makan buah2an je *nangis*
  13. Suka, suka dan suka akan bintang2 di langit. Dulu cita2 nak jadi astrologist :p
  14. Sepanjang hidup, baru 4 kali je nampak shooting star...huhuhu *lama dah tak nampak...kat KL ni mana la nak nampak bintang :(*
  15. Basikal2 kat rumah semua hilang sebaik sahaja alam persekolahan tamat...ironi sungguh~
  16. Kucing lagenda kesayangan keluarga bernama Tommy. Dia gagah berani, berbadan sasa dan sangat kacak. Tapi dah arwah...wuwu (T__T)
  17. Suka digigit kucing. Selalunya akan sengaja bagi tangan pada kucing untuk digigit...entah apa2...hahaha
  18. Berbakat dalam sakat menyakat. Tapi lepas tu akan terbit rasa bersalah dalam sanubari...almaklum, baik hati la katakan...ewah~ wahaha
  19. Masa kanak2, selalu suruh mak belikan jajan yang dalam kotak tu...hehe *best gila*
  20. Tak reti tunggang motosikal sebab ayah tak bagi...hahaha
  21. Suka lepak2 kat dapur sebab nak borak2 dengan mak :)
  22. Diri sebenar dengan diri di alam siber adalah jauh berbeza :)
  23. Ada masalah susah mahu fokus. Minda suka menerawang ke mana2...huhu
  24. Cepat bosan akan sesuatu perkara...on most things but not all :)
  25. Seorang yang setia...I'll always be on your side, bebeh...ewah~ ;))

Macam banyak merepek dari berfakta. Atau barangkali fakta2 tu memang perkara2 yang entah apa2...haha. Harap Hanamichi Sensei terima homework ni dan bagi sepuluh bintang ye...ahaha (^___^)

p.s- nak kena tag orang lain ke? tak payahlah kan...kesian mereka2<---contoh baik hati...hahaha *entah apa2 je* sori~ :)

Hate it when...

...people make fun of you whenever you try to share something good.
...people try to spout nonsense about you, when they themselves know that its not true.
...you cannot argue about things 'coz you'll end up being seen as the bad guy.
...there's people who like to offend you even when you never did anything to them.
...someone don't know when to stop from offending others.
...people never show any form of regret for the mistake they've done.
...all you can do is be patient.

But, still...I'm grateful because I still can be patient and not being intimidated by all that. Alhamdulillah...

May Allah keep on granting me with patience and strength.

* I know that I'm not perfect. Instead, no one is perfect but Allah The Almighty. However, I'm not too bad of a person that you might think of...but I admit, I'm also not that 'good' too...fair isn't it? :)




Here I am, in this place, here I am


Here I am, in this place, I’m here...


Here I am, in this place, here I am


Here I am, in this place, I’m here now...


Even if it’s not enough,

I’ll show how much I really love you

You may never know but...

Here I am...


Here I am, in this place, here I am

Here I am, in this place, I’m here...


Even if it’s not enough for me to show,

How much I really love you...

I’ll just wait for you in this place...


Even if you think it’s not enough, it’s fine...

I’ll show how much I really love you

You may never know but....

Here I am...


You may never know, but here I am~

(English translation by michyeoga@wordpress)


Romanization


Here I am, yeogi, here I am

Here I am, naega yeogie, yeogi inneunde...


Here I am, jigeum, here I am

Here I am, jigeum yeogie, naega inneunde...


Nal da jwodo mojara

Nal beoryeodo mojara

Naega neol... eolmamankeum saranghaneunjireul..

Moreul geoya ama neon... Here I am...


Here I am, yeogi, here I am

Here I am, naega yeogie, yeogi inneunde...


Nal da jwodo mojara

Nal beoryeodo mojara

Naega neol... eolmamankeum saranghaneunjireul...

Gateun jarieseo neol gidarilge...


Nal yokhaedo gwaenchanha

Nal beoryeodo gwaenchanha

Naega neol... eolmamankeum saranghaneunjireul...

Moreul geoya ama neon... Here I am...


Moreul geoya ama neon... Here I am~

(credit to romanization@wordpress)


Another heartfelt song from Secret Garden. This time by 4Men feat. Mi
Somehow I love this song because it feels like it relates to me. *emo...haha*







One woman loves you

That woman loves you wholeheartedly
She follows you around like a shadow everyday
That woman is laughing and crying

Just how much…how much more do I, have to gaze at you alone
?
This love that came like the wind
This beggar-like love
If I continue this way, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer…a little more

If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back
I who love you am next to you now
That woman is crying.

That woman is timid
So she learned how to laugh
That woman has many stories that she can't even tell her best friend
So her heart is full of tears

That's why, That woman

You, she loved you
Because you are just same as her
Yet another fool, yet another fool
Can't you hug me before you go?

I want to receive love, baby

Everyday in my heart,
Just in my heart,
I shout and
That woman is next to him even today.

Do you know That woman is me?
You're not pretending that you don't know, right?
You really don't know cause you're a fool.

Just how much... how much more do I, have to gaze at you alone?
This love that’s like a fool
This beggar-like love
If I continue this way, will you love me?

Just come a little nearer...a little more...

If I take one step closer to you, then you take two steps back
I who love you, is next to you now
That woman is crying...

(lyrics translation with help from clairrpark@youtube)

Romanization

Han yeojaga geudaereul saranghamnida
Geu yeojaneun yeolshimhi saranghamnida
Maeil geurimjacheoreom geudaereul ttaradanimyeo

Geu yeojaneun useumyeo ulgoisseoyo


Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul

Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja
I baramgateun sarang i geojigateun sarang
Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni OH
~

Jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman

Hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun

Neol saranghaneun nal jigeumdo yeope isseo
Geu yeojan umnida

Geu yeojaneun seonggyeogi soshimhamnida

Geuraeseo unneun beobeul baeweotdamnida

Chinhan chinguegedo mothaneun yaegiga manheun
Geu yeojaeui maeumeun nunmultuseongi

Geuraeseo geu yeojaneun geudael

Neol sarang haetdeyo ttokgataseo

Tto hanagateun babo tto hanagateun babo

Hanbeon nareul anajugo gamyeon andweyo OH
~

Nan sarangbadgo shipeo geudaeyeo

Maeil sogeuroman gaseum sogeuroman

Sorireul jireumyeo geu yeojaneun oneuldo
Geu yeope itdeyo OH
~

Geu yeojaga naraneun geol anayo

Almyeonseodo ireoneun geon anijyo

Moreulkkeoya geudaen babonikka~


Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul

Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja
I babogateun sarang i geojigateun sarang

Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni OH
~

Jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman

Hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
Neol saranghaneun nal jigeumdo yeope isseo
Geu yeojan umnida


Romanization by: B o o Y i . r A g A m U f F i N ™



~ A heartfelt, beautiful song by Baek Ji-Young ~ Love it :)




Alice : Can you tell me which road I have to take?


Cheshire cat: Do you want to go where I want to go?


Alice : It doesn't matter where.


Cheshire cat: Then why does it matter which way you go?


Alice : As long as I get somewhere.


Cheshire cat: Then, you will arrive somewhere without a doubt.That is... if you walk long enough.


(part of dialogues in Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll)


Well, to be honest, that's what I'm experiencing right now.

Being stuck and confused at things.
Being unable to decide things with confidence.
Being stranded at the so called junction of life...

Sounds like I'm a weak person, right?

I just wish I know where I'm heading to in this difficult life.
Know why I'm here in the first place, and for what reason.
Know how to overcome all these challenges, how to enlighten all of these burdens, how to light up these sadness.

I wish I know how.

Like Alice said, "As long as I get somewhere"...
I'll definitely arrive at that 'somewhere' soon.
Well, I've been walking long enough to arrive to this point.

Hope that 'somewhere' is a wonderful place.
Where happiness resides.

I hope...

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