Duniaku Duniaku

The sky is cloudless,
Filled with bright blue hue,
Reminiscing loneliness,
In search of love that is true.

Maybe it's written on the stars,
That I'll meet you,
Or maybe you're already in my heart,
As our love may be due.

But where is courage,
When it supposed to link me to you.
And again, where is courage,
As this feelings remains confined from you.

And as quiet as the blowing wind,
This love may be silenced.
Where the heart tries to rescind,
Tll the feelings no longer dance.

Maybe someday, babe. InsyaAllah.

Yes, I like you. Truly. And that's supposed to be a secret.

The mouth is shut,
And the hands are tied,
Can't talk to you as I shun,
Can't chat with you 'coz I've tried.

I'm confused, so I hide,
'Coz I'm done giving you my best,
But you never did realise,
As you keep treating me like a pest.

Maybe God is saving me someone else,
Maybe I did deserve the best,
So you can keep your heartbreaker boy and rest,
'Coz you'll be the secret that I laid to rest...

I had a lot of thoughts lately.

About my future. About my destiny. About life.

I always been thinking of what I wanna do in the future. Whether I will still do what I'm doing today, or I'll end up doing something else.

Well, I am the type of person who gets bored at things pretty fast. I might feel rapid excitement in every new things, but that will never last long. So, I need something to excite me all the way. Something that will let me express all of my ideas, visions and creativity. But I haven't found this 'something' yet. If only I could.

Maybe I should start doing something that I always dream of. Something that will constantly pumps up the adrenalin to every part of my body. Something that will get my heart racing. Something that I love. Something called 'Dream'.

Ya Allah, please help me in realising my dream and in finding that 'something'. Aminn.


I wanna: "Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish" - Steve Jobs

Mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
Mengagumi tanpa di cintai
Tak mengapa bagiku, asal kau pun bahagia
Dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

~Sang Pencinta~

Ku cintai dia...tapi dia...*keluh*

Apa yang harus ku lakukan bila ku tak mampu mencinta?

Apa membenci?

Tidak.

Ku bersyukur atas wujudnya perasaan ini...syukur! Cukup bersyukur~


Telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
Menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
Tak mengapa bagiku, cintaimu pun adalah
Bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

~Sang Pencinta~

Tapi sampai bila ku harus begini?

Menunggu dan terus menunggu tanpa pasti.

Terus-terusan memendam rasa, terus-terusan menolak bahagia.

Ya, menolak bahagia yang nyata. *hampa*

Ku ingin kau tahu...diriku di sini menanti dirimu...
Meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku...
Dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya...

~Sang Pencinta~

Ya, aku masih lagi di sini. Menantimu.

Menanti cintamu menuju diriku.

Menanti dirimu mendambakanku.

Tapi berbaloikah tindakanku?

Berbaloikah cintaku?

Dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja...
Untuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya...
Dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja...

~Sang Pencinta~

Aku merasa diperlakukan seperti boneka.

Usahaku kau hadiahi dengan tawa.

Tindakanku bagaikan tiada harga.

Maaf, tapi aku harus pergi...tak sanggup lagi ku menahan hiba.

Tapi ku doakan kau sentiasa berbahagia.

Agar kau temui cinta yang kau damba.

Cinta yang akan menyatukan dua jiwa.

Cuma yang pasti, bukan aku orangya.

Jadi, biarkanku berlalu pergi. Benarkan aku mencari bahagia.

Dan cinta ini...biarkanlah ia tetap dihatiku saja.

~Di olah dari: Ungu - Cinta dalam hati~

Hidupku kosong tanpa cinta.
Jiwa merintih, hatiku hiba.
Tapi hadirnya cintaMu Ya Allah,
memberikanku segenap cahaya,
Hati ini terasa bahagia,
Diri ini kembali bernyawa.

Aku perlu mencari cinta Allah,
sebelum aku mencari cintamu.
Dan jika kau juga mencari cinta Allah,
inshaAllah nanti kita akan bertemu.

Aku mencintaiMu Ya Allah,
Cinta yang sebenar-benarnya sejati.
Temukanlah kami Ya Allah,
Dalam bumi cinta nan indah milikmu nanti.

“Search for your heart in three places:


When listening to the Qur’an and pondering upon it,

♥